Tuesday, January 30, 2007

aching

just slacking away for abit now..surprisingly i dont hafta rush to finish any work tt's due tml :) haha so rare lar..aching alot frm mon's pe. didnt feel much aft pt ytd but when i woke up today to go to school my whole body was seriously aching :\ could barely control my legs when i walk down the stairs cuz of the muscle aches. but our aftnoon pe teacher is really nice! as nice as ms chai :) she is so encouraging to us..even when we cant do certain stuff properly. haha this makes me more enthu for aftnoon pe sessions..

today's lessons were rather slack lar..nth major. my mondays to thursdays all end rather late. sigh miss going home early to slack and sleep. when i come home the sky is almost perpetually dark alr. tsk. only early day now is fri..but tt's only when i have no cip at night. not going this week..hafta send my mom off tt night and i havent started on the work tt the pple at the tuition center assigned us yet :\ keep on procrastinating..shall get started on it soon.

~{8:31 PM}
Angelic

Saturday, January 27, 2007

reflections

just took my sat test today. heh finally it's over! though the whole thing was really mentally draining though. imagine working ur brains frm eight in the morning to two in the aftnoon :\ was so mentally drained out tt i totally slacked my whole day when i came home..couldnt bother to do anything constructive :P

have quite a lot of stuff to accomplish next week..haha looking forward to cip on fri night and the hwa sports day thing next sat in sch :) but not sure if i can go for the fri meeting since my mom is going overseas on that night. yes she is going to paris again for two whole weeks :( i wanna go too..she promised to bring me next year aft my a lvls. so m looking forward to it..though it is still very far away.

been pondering about stuff recently..realized how impt it is for a person to just know how to loosen up sometimes instead of being bogged down by all his/her personal commitments blah blah. otherwise it's really impossible for you to cope in the long run without having any breakdowns :) yep so shall try not to be so hard on myself sometimes..something which i have been trying to do this yr. everything has been working well so far..so shall see how things go :)

~{7:59 PM}
Angelic

Thursday, January 25, 2007

ramblings

coming online for a little while before starting on my sat practice paper. gosh it's on this sat but somehow i dont really feel very reassured about taking it at all. haish and i really dont wanna waste money to retake it again lar..one time is how ex can.

school was rather okay today. feel so accomplished cuz i sat thru all the lectures attentively..err maybe except for physics lar cuz it was freaking cold sitting right under the air con :P and i could understand everything in h3 math! haha resisted the urge to bum around with junxin for once by playing bingo :) been getting loads of sleep lately..been sleeping at around ten-ish or eleven every night which is so much earlier as compared to last yr. haha but it proves to be more effective for me lar..but feel so tsk for being such a pig -.-

short day tml..looking forward to it. havent had a short day for ages cuz usually have cip on fri nights which mean that i have to stay in school till five plus before going for it. yay. heh shall go start on my sat essay right now which i have been putting off :(

~{8:00 PM}
Angelic

Sunday, January 21, 2007

boo

taking a small breaking frm studying for my sat to blog abit online. didnt watch any movie on fri in the end cuz me and junxin were too tired. hah so both of us ended staying in school till five-ish before heading to ps for dinner. lol aft scrimping on dinner we decided to splurge on ben and jerry's ice cream at the cathay :) just spent a long time slacking on the comfy seats and gossiping about stuff. lol didnt know junx had it in her lar..tsk tsk.

reached ywca late but surprisingly very few pple were there in the first place. in the end only abt eight pple were present including the both of us. was supposed to develop some kinda curriculum for the deaf kids so tt tuition can be more fun for them. but sadly i really cant remember what i was taught for eng in sec sch lar..so junx and i ended up stoning thru most of the session. haha didnt really give much help at all except for a few suggestions here and there..meeting two weeks later again to discusss our progress. hope i can brainstorm for more ideas for the lessons by then :P

reading jingxuan's blog made me recall how miffed i was on sat night at the food court due to the inconsiderate family who was hogging the table lar. my whole family was waiting for a table when my mom spotted this table with a family of three who was almost finished. the parents sitting there have alr finished their dinner and only their daughter was left eating. there was at most only two spoonfuls of rice in her bowl and she took like more than fifteen mins to finish tt two spoonfuls lar..gosh my mom and i were talking about how inconsiderate they were. i mean..the least u could do when pple are waiting for ur table is to finish up ur food asap and leave right. but the little girl took like ten mins for one spoonful or something. -.- sigh cant believe how inconsiderate some pple can be..

on a side note..so glad tt i finally made the decision to continue h3 math. like yeah..am relieved tt i actually finalized my decision instead of thinking about whether to drop it all the time. shall go back to mugging for my sat again..hoho

~{8:08 PM}
Angelic

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

drained

just feel so mentally and physically drained out frm school..from all the crazy workload and all. sheesh not sure if it's just me stressing myself out for nothing or what larh. and i just realized that my sat test is next sat. w-o-w. i almost forgot all about it..

still in a dilemma as to whether to drop my h3 math. seriously i feel that i should spend more time brushing up my main subs instead of spending excess energy on stuff which i can barely even understand. but on the other hand i feel so wasted cuz i have alr taken it for one yr plus. sigh. someone give me some advice pls :\

guitar prac today was as usual..very slack. just ended up practising our syf song by ourselves again. ahhh. quite freaked out by the looming auditions..though i dont even know when it will be taking place. i just have this phobia of auds..will just screw everything up when i am nervous -.-

been rambling alot since school started. just need an outlet to get everything off my chest. going to watch a movie aft school on fri. either cha wu or pan's labrinyth. yay a much needed break for me :)

~{9:02 PM}
Angelic

Sunday, January 14, 2007

had a terribly mundane weekend that involved catching up on my overdue stuff :\ was supposed to go out for dinner on sat night with my sec1 clique but got cancelled last min cuz kel was sick. but it's alright larh we will go out some other time!

was reading jingxuan's blog about how jealousy can actually cause a friendship to break down. find that it rings true. when you start getting jealous of someone, you will start putting tt particular person down for whatever reasons subconsciously..and tt's when the friendship will go downhill :\ on a separate note, my senior once told me it's the friendships that you think are the strongest tt are actually the most fragile. it really got me thinking cuz it's so true as well. when i came into rj, those friends whom i thought i would nvr lose just started drifting away. but i m glad tt i had the chance to experience the strengths of other friendships as well. so i am just going to count my blessings! :)

my aunt just told me tt she subscribed to mobtv. how cool is tt lar..you can actually catch all the tv shows u want on the comp. lol tt means i can watch all the variety shows tt i wanna watch but always have no time for when they are shown on tv. haha but cant start watching right yet..sigh still have to rush to finish my h3 tutorial. cuz i am the super sway one who got called to hand up my tutorial next lesson. boo :(

~{9:11 PM}
Angelic

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

crazy whoosh

finally got the time to come online to blog. lol the past few days just practically went past me in a whoosh. sheesh..am still trying to adapt to the hectic schedules and all. whoever tt said tt j2 will pass even more quickly than when u were in j1 was definitely right. sigh. i don't really mind all the school work but i just don't like the stress that comes with it. hurhur am i contradicting myself or what. lol.

watched almost half of the curse of the golden flower today. heh another half to go..though the show is a little draggy lar but still quite interesting. it looks better than the banquet anyway :) i still havent watched blood diamonds yet! ahhhh i wanna watch it badly..but don't really have the time to catch a movie these days :\

anyway THANKS angela and tania for the pretty cushion. heh although i don't think you will ever read this but yeah..lol and thanks for the nice card too! yep that's all for today..more ramblings again. heh shall go back to chionging my overdue tutorials again.

~{8:01 PM}
Angelic

Sunday, January 07, 2007

sunday blues

end of the weekend alr..heh been busy catching up with the overdue stuff lately. lol and didnt blog for the past few days cuz all the entries i typed didnt show up. only realized tt i had to republish my entire blog to solve the problem a few mins ago -.-

went for some cip briefing on friday. all about tuitioning deaf kids..but the actual tuition wont start till the second term and m really not sure if i have the time to do this. haish. was hoping tt it would start really soon so i can at least commit for the first term. bleah. really wanted to do this thing..maybe i should look for some other cip stuff to do if i cant make it for this one :(

feeling very unproductive today lar. grrr..keep on getting distracted in the midst of doing work. but at least i started revising my h3 stuff..heh got 2 chapters done this weekend. lol shall try to catch up with all the h3 stuff frm now on..cuz if really cannot then i might have to drop it alr :S haish so confusing. it's like i want to drop so i got more time for other stuff but like very wasted at the same time. gah :\

~{9:31 PM}
Angelic

Thursday, January 04, 2007

boo

second day of school today..heh the teachers went straight to normal lessons. hmm but gp lesson today was quite interesting lar..the new relief teacher was funny :) but grr have to bring my gp file for her tml and its about three inches thick :\ have to drag it around sch tml lar..

homeroom on the seventh floor now..heh quite ulu but i guess it gives me a chance to exercise almost everyday. lol will try to use the stairs more often from now on! hah quite glad to be back with the class..kinda missed sitting around with each other in class and just talking nonsense :)

guess it will be quite hectic frm now on and tt means less time for blogging and other stuff..so i guess i shall be blogging alot less as compared to the hols. gtg for dinner now before starting on my overdue holiday hw. totally regret not doing them during the hols lar..feel so stressed now over it -.-

~{7:01 PM}
Angelic

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

carpe diem

last day of the holidays before sch officially starts..having mixed feelings about it :\ still have loads of stuff to do by the end of today. tsk tsk. and i havent even started on vectors yet! faints.

anyway happy new yr everyone! though it's one day late..heh :) havent really sat down to think about my resolutions yet but read one article last night about how to go about setting realistic goals. it was rather inspiring lar..except tt i read it at one plus last night and was feeling abit groggy so couldnt really absorb everything properly.

shall try to enjoy the last day of the hols before embarking on another hectic sch yr..got quite alot of stuff lined up in the first few mths of sch..esp since i m supposed to do some cip reading thing to young kids. toodles!

~{12:26 PM}
Angelic

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